I've lost it

As you all can probably see my trading started to slide down. Well today I hit hard so I finally got reality check. Friday loss wasn't enough for me. Yesterday I was just lucky. Today I started scalping but I averaged losses just not to lose and didn't want to face reality that it's going one way. Just typical gambling behavior. I covered at some point at -4 but it wasn't enough. So I started to trade loser way again and lost total of about -40 full size pips.
Now I cut the size so it will be even more to go back. I will also make a break and try to found what's missing.

It wasn't especially tricky market. I was just stubborn and overwhelmed with emotions. If I was sane and scalping everything would be fine, but I wasn't. It's not something new to me but it's always hard to prevent it on time. Well for certain I would lose much more from this point on if I don't face the problem.
I'll show the charts but I don't have the mood to point the sizes and trades.