Ashamed of losing

I'm reading High Probability Trading today and I can see something with what I'm too familiar. Losing big time, losing control completely. It's sad but it's so common problem that it's crazy, one of mine many situations was back in July. It easily can happen again. Same pattern killed TraderZBS many times.

Making decisions that you will trade differently next time is not enough. Simple thoughts and decisions are not enough. Deeper introspective is necessary because it will happen again and again. I don't have the answer for myself yet. But it's the biggest problem out there in trading for me and I think for everybody else.

And for the end I want to share picture of madness that I had back in March when I lost about 20% of account. I was to ashamed to share that at that time.